I now finally understand… this fully represents the Raincode community I've had to go through.
Ortega reminds me of the Yuma and the entirety of Raincode that the fanartists obsess over. The fairy type and cute vibes depicting the censorship these people live on, only accepting cuteness and baby talk as they hate anyone who shows negativity or talks too much.
His arrogant attitude is how the fanartists are towards anyone they can't control. They value themselves more than the community. Other people don't matter, if you even mention about your emotions or if you are unwell, or anything negative then you are blocked for life. No apology. Just outcasted. God help you if you are a stranger who wanted to reach out to one of the artists just to try and show support if they are feeling low and vented. No stranger is welcome. You are only expected to exist just to kiss their feet and oogle their art. Nothing else. They don't see you as friends. You are nothing to these people. Just profile pictures with no purpose than to be viewers with a speech defect.
Ortega is quite literally the real side of the Raincode fanartist community nobody sees… since the art fools them. The cute and adorable exterior that hides the real toxic interior.
Beware the Tumblr Raincode fanartist community. It's a living hell.
Yuma is different to Ortega. But now i see them in the same light I see the artists. Yuma has become Ortega to me. Representing all the fanartists who pushed me away, no matter how hard I tried to set things right.
It's such a damn shame. I thought these people would be so nice. As kind as how they portray the characters in their whump Raincode art. But that's not the case. It still hurts me deeply how they still refuse to apologise to me after what they put me through. Just an apology would be nice… I only tried to be a good person and show I cared for the person who felt low. I didn't know they'd freak out and shove me away since I'm a stranger. Then further refusing to talk to me or showing any remorse. It's put me off Raincode altogether. I used to love that game, which is how I found the fanartist. but I wish I knew them first so i would word myself carefully…that was the worst mistake I ever made.
I'm so sorry
Pah… they'll still never notice or listen. I'm simply invisible to them, a stranger. For over a year now, they've permanently rejected me. My tears have run dry. Everything is pointless now. They are an impossible community to change, since their ego is too high. Every time I think about them, i feel depressed 😔
Oh no. I'm t.r.a.u.m.a d.u.m.p.i.n.g Feck sake…. you can't say anything on the Internet anymore without annoying someone.
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I now finally understand… this fully represents the Raincode community I've had to go through.
Ortega reminds me of the Yuma and the entirety of Raincode that the fanartists obsess over. The fairy type and cute vibes depicting the censorship these people live on, only accepting cuteness and baby talk as they hate anyone who shows negativity or talks too much.
His arrogant attitude is how the fanartists are towards anyone they can't control. They value themselves more than the community. Other people don't matter, if you even mention about your emotions or if you are unwell, or anything negative then you are blocked for life. No apology. Just outcasted. God help you if you are a stranger who wanted to reach out to one of the artists just to try and show support if they are feeling low and vented. No stranger is welcome. You are only expected to exist just to kiss their feet and oogle their art. Nothing else. They don't see you as friends. You are nothing to these people. Just profile pictures with no purpose than to be viewers with a speech defect.
Ortega is quite literally the real side of the Raincode fanartist community nobody sees… since the art fools them. The cute and adorable exterior that hides the real toxic interior.
Beware the Tumblr Raincode fanartist community. It's a living hell.
Yuma is different to Ortega. But now i see them in the same light I see the artists. Yuma has become Ortega to me. Representing all the fanartists who pushed me away, no matter how hard I tried to set things right.
It's such a damn shame. I thought these people would be so nice. As kind as how they portray the characters in their whump Raincode art. But that's not the case. It still hurts me deeply how they still refuse to apologise to me after what they put me through. Just an apology would be nice… I only tried to be a good person and show I cared for the person who felt low. I didn't know they'd freak out and shove me away since I'm a stranger. Then further refusing to talk to me or showing any remorse. It's put me off Raincode altogether. I used to love that game, which is how I found the fanartist. but I wish I knew them first so i would word myself carefully…that was the worst mistake I ever made.
I'm so sorry
Pah… they'll still never notice or listen. I'm simply invisible to them, a stranger. For over a year now, they've permanently rejected me. My tears have run dry. Everything is pointless now. They are an impossible community to change, since their ego is too high. Every time I think about them, i feel depressed 😔
Oh no. I'm t.r.a.u.m.a d.u.m.p.i.n.g
Feck sake…. you can't say anything on the Internet anymore without annoying someone.